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Thursday, October 17, 2024

Moon

Moon


In the early dark morning

Of mid fall

The moon shows me

It’s bĺoated self

Through a trailer window


An old fat moon

Looks at an old fat man

Laying on a mattress

With a centered deep

Ass created crater


Moon we are old friends

I watched you

Through self made telescopes

As a dumb teenager

Who tried not to show it


Your reflections of the sun

Mingle with a Strauss quartet

Music that doesn't fit

What I think of you

As if you cared what I think


I change stations

Suddenly an old galliard

On plucked strings

We dance to old music

I let you lead



Barry G. Wick



Saturday, October 12, 2024

Mirrors

Mirrors

Across this continent
Through all the rooms
I have traveled
Mirrors have followed me
As I change my hair
While eyelids drooped
Scars formed to hide
Small broken bones
The cheeks arose and feel
As weight gain and loss
Stretched and sagged

Will all these Mirrors
Gather to wish me good-bye
Or will they hold my image
Until they, too, are broken
Failing to reflect their own
Passage into pieces

This day begins in reflection
Of all the mirrors that saw
What no one was to see
Just me alone staring at it
These old friends looking
At the progression of days
With each other in light
From the days of no beard
To reddened teenage skin
Then the wrinkles of age
Breaking each other down

Some of these mirrors
I shared with a wife
And little children 
Discovering the silvered glass
Some lovers and friends
Saw themselves beside me

These eyes become smokey
As I wipe the steam away
Only to discover the moisture
Was in my eyes
Hiding what I didn't see
The tears of the forgotten 
I hurt or the hurt I felt
So sees the mirror
An old friend looking at me
Through each tired beginning
That shakes off the night

Barry G. Wick





Tuesday, October 8, 2024

Deep Risings

Deep Risings


Everyone has someone's

Dick in their ass

Fingers in their pocket

Thoughts in their brain

There is no freedom

Brought by Anyone


We can't find the off switch

For what we are responsible

Distant family and lonely life

All the crap seen in this world

Is created by us

We are alien to ourselves


We build the wall 

To keep us away

From our neighborhood

From the terrors

We recreate inside of us

What we see is all filth


Remind yourself why

It isn't easy waking

In the middle of night

The dark collapsing

Around the deepest

Thought that only rises now



Barry G. Wick


Saturday, September 28, 2024

Sometimes

Sometimes


Sometimes that's all life is

Is being a stone

On the edge of a great forest

Seeing the stars move overhead

Feeling the breeze

Of a cool summer night

And every once in a while

A flower will grow next to you

Shading you

Amazing you

And making you feel

That you aren't so alone

In your place

From which everything

Seems to revolve around you

And yes you know it doesn't

But those special moments

When you're sure it does

Are full of wonder

When the whole of creation

Belongs to you for just one

Remarkable second


Barry G. Wick


Friday, September 27, 2024

The Empty Jar

The Empty Jar


High on a shelf in my mother's kitchen

Sat an empty jar I couldn't reach.

I'd search her birch cabinets to eat

Away my child stress in piano practice, 

Trying to please her perfection.

I'd open cans or packages in a quest

To end the empty pain of my life; shut

Into a closet that firmly held my stomach.

Covered with fat, I hid secrets.

It began my life of many addictions,

Twinned with a worse quality of rudeness.

Simple things can hold great mysteries.


Down deep were dreams and urges

I could never fulfill that held the unsaid.

Was it a secret I ate all the food?

Slowly stocks of goods would disappear,

Purchased from a smilish salesman 

Who sold what was not in local stores.

He drove a white Cadillac up our hill

To sell another's doctor's wife their ego.

Mom, different from the common folk.

I don't remember the last I was there,

Walking in that kitchen I'd spent searching.


Divorced in her newer home on the creek,

After she passed, I found that empty jar

In the back of her dark brown kitchen.

Was the jar moved there by her

Or by sweaty movers told to take it all?

It remained empty with clear glass

Like the first day found in urgent search.

I like to think it held her hopes and dreams

Unfulfilled by imperfect husbands,

An empty jar, an empty life on a shelf.

It was full of perfect sadness she passed 

To one child, who lives it to this day.



Barry G. Wick


Saturday, August 24, 2024

Replacement

Replacement

I write to put poetry
Into the world
Friend
Put himself out of this world
He wrote when I did not

This remembers him
This apologizes for my mistake
Yes
I invited him for sex
It ended our friendship

He wrote better poetry
He would write better poetry
Now
But he's no longer alive
To open his palette of images

I found out his absence 
Years after I had known him
Hurt
An old friend dismissed
By time and wrongs

There would be no recovery
If he were still alive
Fool
As I retry that scene
That never fails to float


Barry G. Wick


Wednesday, August 21, 2024

Painful Memory

Painful Memory 

The words march
Through this pain filled head
As images thunder 
On the street lined with history
How could this have been stopped
Certainly not at that distant time
It only would have been replaced
With another soul pounder
Dust is result
So maybe dust will stop it

There is a crush that comes
Over the hills of friendship
That is seen behind
Through life like picked weeds
They are seen in their death
Just because words were exchanged
Or arms and lips touched
Their lives ended because
What one of us said
Explained in the momentous feelings

Directed to leave this time
None of it happens
They remain as if endeared
To the crunch of bone
And the tearing of flesh
No matter what screams
No matter the throat vibration
Loud or soft
They return full
of senseless bravado
Wait for them in loneliness 
They always bark
At a second’s edge

Barry G. Wick

Sunday, August 11, 2024

The Universe

The Universe

Hi there
Sorry I didn't Know about you
For lots of my early years
I wish I'd been more aware
Then again children must learn
No I never played Beethoven
At age 4 and didn't do him well
Ever
Yeah I send my little notes
To you and whomever might
Read them
I've seen your sun
Most impressive
And the moon at night
We little beings think
It's so very romantic
The stars are just amazing
To think there is a strong possibility
There are beings out there
Thinking about the beings
That might be here
Baked at 350 for 16 hours


Barry G. Wick

Saturday, August 10, 2024

Brutality

Brutality

Welcome to your profession
If you hit the top
You'll join the excession 
Sitting on your dais of fame
Exhausting all your critics with blame
I prefer the deep of the ocean
When all above has a superior notion
There I am surrounded by shells
Like myself in their pitiful hells
I drank myself into magical stupor
Thinking I was golden and sparkling super
It's here now that I’m nearer finality
What I found of life was ugly brutality
The few that I love were generous and wise
Some young some old who sussed  my disguise

Barry G. Wick

Friday, August 9, 2024

Characters

Characters

I write silly names
Of people who do not exist
I would tell you about them
I would make up facts
To match the names
It goes too far
They are better faceless
You are better off not knowing
Where they work and live
How they came to live
In your neighborhood
If they spy on you or
Write about your visitors
You're already getting itchy
You haven't even heard
Of him except from me
You don't even know me
Even though my name will appear 
At the bottom of this
It might not even be my name
Just one that fits the space
He's already moved on
From three streets over
It wasn't you he watched
I just made that up
You hope

Barry G Wick