Losing Weight

Losing Weight

Everywhere I look

There are thin men

Without an ounce of fat

They live in their pictures

Their short videos

When women complain

They are objectified

They don't see the world

Of objectified men

In tight clothing or nude

To show every artery or vein

In their semi hard or erect

Penises 

Muscles or not

I don't fit in their world

More than not

I've carried fat 

Looking in mirrors

Hating my fat

Hating myself

Now in my old age

I lose weight

With veins showing

In my old hands and arms

Skin hangs under my arms

Stretch marks show on

My stomach and legs

I eat less and less

I'll never have what I see

In other men

That I objectify

They will never 

Come to see me

I will grow older

Smaller

Lonelier