Saturday, November 27, 2021
Banned in Texas
Thursday, November 25, 2021
Black Time
Sunday, November 7, 2021
Before Long
Before Long
When was that?
Or when will that be?
I stand in awe
Of the colors I see
In those two words.
The yellow of the fall grass
Where I'd sit on the knoll
South of my childhood home
On Hangmans Hill.
What dark green ponderosas
With black and gray bark
Torn to rose by finger nails
Stands in the way of my eyes
As I spent time thinking
Above the town where I grew
With no plans or dreams
Of my own.
I satisfied the dreams
Of others hoping I could
Feel a love for which
I searched and still do.
Did the radioactive rock
Deep beneath my chosen perch
Burn the drive out of me?
I'd look down upon the town
The descending path
Behind me with its curves
From the skyline above
Ends here with the redwood house
On my right and my future
On my left where the rain
Would cross the bands of hills
I could see in summer.
Is it long now, as my mind
Goes there to rest
In these lonely years?
Is it before long
When life's longest rest
Takes me to the edges
Of the universe?
This reverie in limbo
Has me dreaming
Of sitting here
In a past where my mind
Was blank of everything
That was important
Or could be.
I'll never really be
There again,
Alone, so alone,
Watching all that tiny life
from above
As if I were a godd
Unable to control anything.
It is the same now,
Without the browned grass
To pluck and place
On youthful lips,
Or tiny stones to toss
To the edge of this gentle mound
That comes to me from memory.
Barry G. Wick